I wonder with the wet in my feet
It was cold as death
I saw myself mid of a river
With blood colored water
With a mischievous smell
When the waves touched my feet
Each drops started crying
I have seen many faces of her
With scars and cuts
One of the wave creep into my legs
I screamed, with the ultimate pain
I realized her pain
She is -the next door girl
When the stranger put the rode
In to her, to measure her depth
To see her capacity to bare the pain
They thrown her out to the road
She shouted out at me-
“What was my mistake?
Is that I Went to spend time with my mate??
Is that bad, to dream about a beautiful life???
Where was your humanity?
When they enjoyed my bleeding nudity
I just ran from her- my heartbeats were high
Then I caught by the innocent eyes
With red marks on her cheeks
She is a child- a daughter
Her childhood stolen by her own father
Her tears were murdered and dead
I couldn’t hold more on her
I felt the red spots on my skin
While running with high beats
I heard someone weeping near the corner
She is a Lover
She was whispering “love and love’
With a broken heart piece
Her eyes pleaded for an escape
From the cams and hands of others
Her tears had a story of revenge
To the reality and humanity
I saw the river is coming over
I saw her with a dirty uniform
And a broken doll in her hand
She is a sister
She didn’t show her face
Just heard her long breath
It was enough to read
The brother- who was born along
He defeated her whole world
And finished her there itself
It was sufficient for me…
I couldn’t feel my own breath
I battled for the last breath
That moment –She came to me
She is a friend
With a “friendship” tattoo on her chest
This burned me
That kindles wave took me to
The deepest border of death
That girl, is a confused Follower
Was carrying a lot of Holy books
She lost her faith in religion
And wondering why he took her identity
The marks he left on her, been red
But inside she is dead
Suddenly, I feel someone pointed me
She is a student with a scale on hand
She opened her cuts and marks
Which she faced in that dark evening
He has to solve her calculations
But he just finished her there itself
She revealed his ruthless and cruelty
I couldn’t stand for another second
The red river was over me without sympathy
I have seen her with a dark red eye
She was beautiful even though bleeding
She is a partner, who sold away by him
She was folded and thrown out
I realized her pain in that dark dirty floor
The another wave was strong enough
To break down all my bones together
I saw her- She is a mother
Blaming herself for giving birth to him
She prayed with red tears
To take away her power of giving birth
I screamed for a breath
I saw myself mid of the river
I want a go back but it was not easy
That wave pushed me to the shore
I couldn’t even remember her
I ran to my shower
my body was full of blood
With that ruined smell
I washed out all the black red tears
I felt the cold death on my skin
Shower was on till I get the water color
But the pain stuck in my throat
I was helpless, like them
I struggle and tried to clear myself
Still I can see that red river,
If I open my eyes
I’m scared
Let me close my eyes forever.
