December

December.... 

The month of love

The festival

Your skin is too cold

But flame in you is so warm

Your wedding gown

Filled with snow

And your crown

Decorated by flurries

Carol rhythm in the street

Wishes are up in the air

Songs are all about new life

The messenger of love from heaven

But this December has another story

About a waiting soul

Who wished Santa “for her love”

Her face is so peaceful

She is confident

Even the weather is too cold

Trees and plants seem to be dead

But her hope is above everything

Chilly wind blows

Snow keeps mounting

She collected all the past woods

For cracking fire together

A weary mind at last to rest

Reflection on face – how she blessed

Future unknown – outcome uncertain

But here is a present

Trust someone to forge

Someone her strength and respect

Indication of desire

Surrounded by white fire

Sensational snowy night

Passionate wind whispered in her ears

He is here… just for you

He is your spring

Its December – the month of love

Red River

I wonder with the wet in my feet
It was cold as death
I saw myself mid of a river
With blood colored water
With a mischievous smell
When the waves touched my feet
Each drops started crying
I have seen many faces of her
With scars and cuts
One of the wave creep into my legs
I screamed, with the ultimate pain
I realized her pain
She is -the next door girl
When the stranger put the rode
In to her, to measure her depth
To see her capacity to bare the pain
They thrown her out to the road
She shouted out at me-
“What was my mistake?
Is that I Went to spend time with my mate??
Is that bad, to dream about a beautiful life???
Where was your humanity?
When they enjoyed my bleeding nudity
I just ran from her- my heartbeats were high
Then I caught by the innocent eyes
With red marks on her cheeks
She is a child- a daughter
Her childhood stolen by her own father
Her tears were murdered and dead
I couldn’t hold more on her
I felt the red spots on my skin
While running with high beats
I heard someone weeping near the corner
She is a Lover
She was whispering “love and love’
With a broken heart piece
Her eyes pleaded for an escape
From the cams and hands of others
Her tears had a story of revenge
To the reality and humanity
I saw the river is coming over
I saw her with a dirty uniform
And a broken doll in her hand
She is a sister
She didn’t show her face
Just heard her long breath
It was enough to read
The brother- who was born along
He defeated her whole world
And finished her there itself
It was sufficient for me…
I couldn’t feel my own breath
I battled for the last breath
That moment –She came to me
She is a friend
With a “friendship” tattoo on her chest
This burned me
That kindles wave took me to
The deepest border of death
That girl, is a confused Follower
Was carrying a lot of Holy books
She lost her faith in religion
And wondering why he took her identity
The marks he left on her, been red
But inside she is dead
Suddenly, I feel someone pointed me
She is a student with a scale on hand
She opened her cuts and marks
Which she faced in that dark evening
He has to solve her calculations
But he just finished her there itself
She revealed his ruthless and cruelty
I couldn’t stand for another second
The red river was over me without sympathy
I have seen her with a dark red eye
She was beautiful even though bleeding
She is a partner, who sold away by him
She was folded and thrown out
I realized her pain in that dark dirty floor
The another wave was strong enough
To break down all my bones together
I saw her- She is a mother
Blaming herself for giving birth to him
She prayed with red tears
To take away her power of giving birth
I screamed for a breath
I saw myself mid of the river
I want a go back but it was not easy
That wave pushed me to the shore
I couldn’t even remember her
I ran to my shower
my body was full of blood
With that ruined smell
I washed out all the black red tears
I felt the cold death on my skin
Shower was on till I get the water color
But the pain stuck in my throat
I was helpless, like them
I struggle and tried to clear myself
Still I can see that red river,
If I open my eyes
I’m scared
Let me close my eyes forever.‏

Hands to dream

It was an autumn midday

Beach was silent

They were busy to celebrate time

Just before the winter

Light music and cold breeze

Barbecue smell in wind

All were busy with jokes and laughs

Between his eyes caught her

Like, they wish to share something

He asked her to sit with him

Hold her hands in silence

She just blow a big smile

That’s her favorite one

Without moving eyes from her

He prayed to take off the mask

He saw the most injured heart

The scars and deep pain

Catch sight of a scared girl

 With crossed hands and trembling

He holds her hand gently

Touched her fearful tears on cheeks

There the rivers met ocean

Waves were different

Sky joined her with drizzling

Felt the special fragrance

After her long breath

He heard the heavy mountain

Fell down from her

He watched the broken dream

Seen the hopeless future

Dropped tears and sharing pain

Holding her hand tightly

He made a promise for a “Friendship”

To see Prince’s smile back

To see her dreaming love again

To help to make peace with her past

His Friendship become her world

His care, cured her hurts

His words, gave her strength

His shadow, gave her company

His respect, gave her proud

He helped her to make a dream world

She put the wall with his outlines

Someone to be special, be mature

To love and care

To respect and appreciate

To make her laugh like a child

To save her eyes from tears

To protect the broken heart

To be her shadow till end

His outlines were perfect

Its got the touch of a father,

A big brother and a best friend

Finally she draws him, her dream

Started loving and living with it

The day he, her best friend

Helped her to color her painting

And showed her, that’s the special one

He took her to meet her dream

It was a long journey

Miles and miles

Flurries on roads

But he was confident

He saw her future smiling ahead

That was enough him to take the risk

Finally giving her hands to her dream

He promised again “Im your best friend

And will be the best forever

He dropped them in to their dream world

And went back to his real world

Where more responsibilities waiting……

Follower

It’s a dark and cold night
Rain just stopped by
There is a knock on her door
She wondered – who??
Opened the dusty door slowly
Someone whispered
I am your follower
Her eyes widely opened
With many more questions
His words evoked with a deep breath
He promised her in advance
“I know you well
He asked her to be with him
In her dream world
The Imaginary world,
Where she was Alive
He gave her surprises
With his magical words
Conversation went long along
It’s the story of ages
He told her again – I am your follower
“”Yes- I am a good follower
I was behind your ways
I travelled the places you’ve been
I watched you so closely
I found the uniqueness in us
We both shared the same thoughts
There was a hope in each word
But I was happy with my silence
Because it was my own
I respect you the most
So fearful to hurt you
But I never tried to display
Because I was afraid to lose you”””
She heard the door closed back
It waked her up
She just tried to hold back
The dropping tears
It’s a blessing to be someone’s dream
For her, it was an unknown dream
She never knew, someone is there for her
After ages – he revealed the truth
She just smiled with her twinkling tears
She felt her life alive and worth it
she whispered to herself
“ One day I will tell you my feelings
The same way you introduced me today
Till then let me feel the power
The strength of this secret feeling
But let our friendship grow
Lets begin, along with
Those words I just can’t say
But things will be different one day
There after Walking through the pathways
She just turned back like never been
With a curious eyes-with a gracious smile
Is he is still there for her ?????

Friendship

Friendship bring us a lot of friends
Friendship gives us cheery moments
True Friendship is a revere
Are often miles and meagre
Bonding is strong
Its unique
Something irreplaceable
With shared feelings and beliefs
Friends are designed by
Hearts own feelings
Life with friends
Like in a smooth boat
Can easily face
The wind and waves
Life is such a treacherous journey
Have to meet many
Its all decided..
Believe in destiny
Meet by chances..
Stays by choice…
Someone to listen,,,
Someone to speak
Someone to hold
Someone to encourage
To accept
To be crazy..
You are so dear and near
I will love you until the end
I will be always there for you
Will you be my friend forever??

Oh!!! Its a girl

Red lamp is on
Labor room
Waiting
Creeping time
Someone whispered
Oh ! it’s a Girl
She entered in the world
With a big cry
Before now she knows
This world will give her merely tears
She learned to share
Her toys and happiness
To take care younger ones
She has to go through this
Bcz she is growing for someone
Her own home never been
Her home
Read a goodbye always
In parents eyes
Oh !! bcz she is a girl
She has to get penetration
For everything she does
She needs permission
For each move
When she grows…
As a friend … as a lover
She has to select his dreams
And support his dreams
She looks for love
And shelter in his arms
A safety place,
Where she can see herself
Mostly, for them she is –
An another girl
An entertainment
Easily can break her heart
Can throw her away from way
Again she has to believe someone
A partner, who will go with her
Step by step
She starts dreaming
But it will end in her imaginary world
He is ready …
To rule her, to make sure
She knows cooking, cleaning, washing
Good on bed when he needs
To listen all the things
She has to accept the unknown people
As her own
Even , if they do not..
When she talks ,,its an argument
When she cries – it’s a drama
So, she has to live like a machine
She shallows her pride
Put her feelings a side
In relation, she becomes a mother
To carry a baby for long
To show this world
Now, she has to eat ,think and care
for the new one
She is made for that
To suffer – to scarifies
She abused many times
Raped by customs
She lived like a statue
Many lived under her shadow
No one cared her pain
No one has time for her dreams
No one touches
Her inner mystery
Baring pain in the labor room
She whispered
Another Pray
No!! my God!!
No more girl….
To this brutal world

Infatuation

A coffee shop
Shared views
Two hands- two coffee
Shared both Life
A quick decision
From an illusion
Wedding rings
Blossom in flowers
Heavenly music
Chariot to carry
Holding hands
Dreams and promises
Honeymooning
Full of happy feelings
Awakening
Rewinding
Struggling to hold
Broken kites
Paused with another decision
Revealing truth
Called – infatuation
Rings back on table
Past remedy music
A coffee shop
No more sharing hands
Just a single coffee

Nature – A poem for my friend’s little girl

I am a little girl
Who loves her world
I wonder always
How beautiful Nature is
Sun!! Comes to wake me up
Love to see the colorful sky
Little birds are flying by
I have a lovely garden
Where I play and laugh
Flowers in breeze
Dancing butterflies
Smell fresh air
Wind play with my hairs
Trees give me shadow
Love to walk in rain
Love to see the rainbow
Love to touch the river
Want flow with fishes
Soft and cool mud
More and more castles
When I feel tired
Again Sun comes to take me home
Stars wait to wish me good night
Moon sings song for me
Nature is like my mom
Who love and cares all the time
I am a little girl
Who loves her world

FAKE

Big eyes
Rainbow eyebrows
Innocent smiles
Juvenile talk
Accepted by all hearts
Gigantic confab
Conference calls
Dozy-crazy talks
Amiable and attractive
Centralized in the group
Divergent faces
Clashing relations
At times a friend
A lover for someone
Time flies…..
You can’t hide forever
You have to come out
Its nature’s canon
At long last, took her mask off
All drama ends here
Behind the veil
Her cozen brain
Killed her beauty
With fabricated lies
Sorry!! Can’t accept
Any of your clarification
Can’t encourage such personality
You are a liar,, You will be
You are fake.. for sure forever
You played well with emotions
Broken hearts without reasons
Asking forgiveness never going to help
A cheater won’t be able to realize
A true heart pains
Never asked you to be beautiful
But you wished to be represent
Never forced you to be nice
But you are a good actress
No more words for you
But that big eyes
Rainbow eyebrows
Innocent love
She will remain in our memory
You can’t replace her
With this reinvented Face!!

Goodbye

A letter in the mail box

A goodbye for good from someone special

Very close,

Very dear,

Who met long ago

With lot of promises

And gave dreams for a life long journey

For ever

For eternal

But……..

But…………………………

here is a letter

to say good bye

to say good bye for good..

Thoroughly unpleasant 

Totally helpless

Shattered,

Broken to the tiniest pieces

....

…  

Time

Time heals deepest wounds

Life gives another chance

If you are ready

Whole of the world is to be embraced

Have to choose one emotion

That determination will rule the rest

Closed eyes towards the recalling past

Must wear a smile to hide the shameless tears

There is a day for everything

Day for laugh, day to shed tears

Everything was good once

Had big pleasurable time

Now it’s the day for a separation

Have to accept the reality

enjoyed the most charming trice

No one to blame and nothing to guilt

Once thanked God for meeting the dear

Then why not thank for the break up too??

Let’s have faith in Karma and destiny

Live the most at present

No more tears, no bitter struggle

Let’s keep the good memories

Let’s not make love a prison

So, no more obligations

Friends are waiting

For an unforeseen trip

Bags are packed,

To start a new journey

Dream call

Its an expected call
though..so excited
each word has different meaning
silent moments taken into other world
nothing special to discuss
but everything become special
each song given another hope
another lyrics for a love story
spelled things were awaited
nothing new....
but the caring way...
calling name again and again
whispered words on ears
felt like some one too near
its a new feeling... its a new hope
eyes welled up with big laugh
butterflies started dancing in stomach
heart beat was in such a rhythm
hours gone like seconds...
more shared...still more to share
shaped the feeling of own world
it was peaceful; without wars or anger
those moments decided the landscape of their world
both were like aliens in own garden
there are many touchy topic
bcz both were incredibly faithful
and competed to transfer energy
which made vibrations in air
finally a goodbye with another dream
now have to wait for a call..
just taken phone to see the time
then wondered there was no such a call log
but smiling face made curiosity again
was that a real call or a dream call??

"journey "

Journey to a special age,
The age of innocence.
Where the calculation was,
Counting to share sweets.
There was no past to regret,
as everything forgiven
Future is about upcoming festivals and new dresses.
Broken legs-only the reason for hurt
Crying - saying bye to  mom from school
Alphabets became the play of enemy
Teachers were in the role of villains
Home-works ruled the kingdom of burden
Cheating used to win the ground games
Separation ended along with vacation breaks
Love was "smiling,
Care meant-mom's given lunch box
Fight to get a space for best friend in the bunch..
Hugs to wipe out friends tears
Prayers to pass the exams
Its that age-cycle,the biggest dream.
Wet in rain and danced with rainbow
Making paper boats was the passion..
thunders was the fear
Holding mom's hands was the protection
Fever was the illness and
Mom was the doctor.
Making mud homes and planting trees around
Watching ants march till their homes
Following butterflies to know their colors
steeling mangoes from neighbors garden
hide and seek were the fun
Placing peacock feathers inside book.
waiting her to deliver another feather in the book..
collecting  fireflies in the jar..
to see  the miracle In the night
Its the age of hope and curiosity
Journey to a special age,
The age of innocence
Memory is sweet, because its safe
When i wished to be with my own world,
It took me to the age of childhood.
Weted eyes reminds me,
U can only cherish it..
Can't get back to those wonderful moments...
Its the age where we lived like angels
Journey never ends..
If your heart still having that child,
Who lived in the age of love,care,innocence,trust  and hope.

She, a simple woman

She, a simple woman,
Who love to be loved...
She, a honest woman,

Who know's the meaning of love and care..

Her life was not smooth at all...
So she knows "what life is..
She stands on her feet..
When life showed her the real face.

It was not really easy to stand in crowd.
With a different attitude or meaning of life.
For others she is proudy..
For her family she become the shadow..

She never wants to regret in life..

So she enjoyed life along with responsibilities...

She, a good listener to her friends..
She, a well adviser for situations.

For those who know her..
She is different but sweet..
They say, she has a big heart..
Which seen rarely.

She was always at gun point for.
What to wear, how to walk n talk..
Even though she made her own space ..
By fighting with her own rules..

She can easily hide her tears..
If her smile makes u happy..

She can tightly hold her hungry..
If her food make u satisfy..

She worries about your sleep..
With non blinked eyes in whole night.

She hurted in many ways ..  many times. 
But still she love to be loved.

You may have seen her in your life..
Closely watch your mom or sis or friend. 
You can see the reflection of a fighting woman..
Yes..that's she.. who I said about..

My Morning

Another morning... Another hope
Snoozing time reminded me...
Yes.. its morning
Rays of Sun kissed on my cheek and said "good morning".

I wonder about the night,
which left me with unfilled dreams. It's my morning..
let me welcome her with a sweet smile. 

I know my path is not gonna easy, but let me pray which make me stronger.
 Yes.. its my morning.

It always wake me up,
 with a lot of unanswered questions..
 I wished to follow the moon, 
who ran away with my dreams.
A lot of words were danced in front of my eyes 
 Like the lightening of nature
Someone whispered in my ears 
" your dream is hidden in your work... 

Let me kiss my responsibilties...
Like she never let me go alone..
Let me hug my humanity...
Which make me feel I'm alive.
Let me value my time..

That help me to flow true tense
Let me smile...

What is called the symbol of love
So its my morning..

Dream

He left her because, her dreams are high.
She didn't complained or blamed him...
But her tears has to say another story ...
Which he couldn't see ever...
Searching deeply into her eyes..

Once he asked..
I think, u love ur dreams than anything..

She smiled with her twinkling eyes 
Yes .. I do.. my Dream is my life.

She didn't know the reason behind his questions..
Days flyed away, she didn't know everything changed...
Because she was happy with her same dreams.

He has gone away into his own world.

She couldn't understand why...?
Bcz he never asked her "what's your dream?

If he asked, he would know it..
The unbeaten truth .. he was her dream...
And still she loves her dream.